Cecilie is the name, writing is the game

Hjem kære hjem

2008-01-12T08:35:28Z

Også mig, også mig! Det bliver aldrig helt færdigt... men sådan ser det altså ud.

http://picasaweb.google.com/cecilie.lindegaard/HomeSweetHome

forkert?

2007-05-23T11:01:05Z

Må man godt være glad for at være syg?

Jeg er sygemeldt og har været det siden mandag i sidste uge. Det startede som noget der føltes som seneskedehindebetændelse og spredte sig så ud i armene og op i nakken og resten af ryggen og udviklede sig dagligt til migræne. Min læge var desværre også syg, men jeg kunne godt selv vurdere at det lige krævede en kort pause fra mit arbejde. Fredag var jeg til lægen, som kunne fortælle mig, at det var lidt værre end jeg lige gik og troede. Ikke seneskedehindebetændelse, men vist stadig en slags betændelse i hænder, arme og ryg. Højst sandsynligt pga. overbelastning - og min læge troede godt på mig, da jeg foreslog mit arbejde som grunden til det. Så jeg fik ordineret gigtpiller og en henvisning til fysioterapeut. Og han synes også jeg skulle deltidssygemeldes. Mandag ringede jeg så til min chef og fortalte det. Han krævede selvfølgelig en lægeerklæring. I dag fik jeg så endelig fat i lægen igen og han gav mig en sygemelding (fuldtid) til de næste 10 dage.

Så jeg må ikke gå på arbejde. Men jeg må stort set alt andet - især være ude i solen! Men det her - at bruge computer - må jeg helst ikke. Så min kvote for i dag, har jeg snart allerede opbrugt ved at skrive det her indlæg og tjekke mail og den slags. Nu begynder det også at gøre ondt, efter ti minutters tid.

Men det er fandme rart. Jeg daser bare rundt i solen i københavn, mødes med venner, læser bøger, ser film... det føles lidt som ferie. Betalt ferie. Det gør heller ikke så ondt længere, pillerne er smertestillende og det, at jeg ikke længere dagligt belaster ryggen ved at sidde ved computeren har også hjulpet.

På længere sigt kræver det en omlægning af min måde at leve på. Meget mindre computer og smser, og så skal fysioterapeuten ellers give mig en god oplæring i at sidde på den rigtige måde og nok også en masse øvelser jeg kan lave - og så håber jeg, jeg bliver i stand til en gang i mellem at bruge en computer i længere tid end ti minutter ad gangen - skal jo fx også skrive opgaver osv. på universitetet og senere i min karriere.

Kan ikke lade være med at tænke på hvilke varige skader det kunne have udviklet sig til, hvis jeg ikke fik sat en stopper for det nu. Så dermed en opfordring til alle jer computerhoveder om at lære at sidde ordentligt, holde pauser osv. På www.tryg.dk kan man fx downloade et program, der fortæller en når man skal holde pause, lave øvelser osv. Det kan jeg jo kun anbefale :) For lige nu er det rart at få lov til at holde fri - men det er på mange måder en stor belastning, og jeg føler mig ret handicappet, når jeg må bede andre om at skrive mails og smser for mig - eller gå ned med en tung skraldespand, åbne dåser med tomatpure og andre ting jeg næsten ikke er i stand til.

omg

2007-03-04T12:40:17Z

Det er forår! :D Som i sol, varme og påskeliljer.. hurra!

fredag

2007-03-02T15:56:18Z

Arbejde, fyraftensøl, hjem, musik, levende lys, bad, vælge tøj, mad med veninder, i byen med veninder...

Jeg har savnet hverdag. Især weekender uden influenza!

heh

2006-10-28T15:30:18Z

http://community.livejournal.com/writeandcreate/

godt og blandet

2006-10-27T18:36:15Z

Yay, har fundet et sted at bo! I hvert fald indtil maj. Sammen med en pige, der er min venindes veninde, som jeg aldrig har mødt. Hehe. Det skal nok blive spændende. Og det er billigt. Og det er midt på Nørrebro, tilpas tæt på Sankt Hans Torv. Yes :D

Bruger i øjeblikket meget tid på at filosofere over hvilken uddannelse jeg skal vælge. Nu skal jeg jo ligesom vælge rigtigt denne gang. Det kunne i hvert fald være rart. Så hvis I ved noget om nedenfor listede uddannelser, så sig gerne frem :)

- SamBas på RUC, samt overbygningen Journalistik samme sted
- Forfatterskolen
- Multimediedesigner på Teknisk Skole i København

Meget bredt ja, men jeg er også en erhm.. meget bred person :P

Jeg sad pænt lang tid i toget i dag pga. et væltet træ på Hellerup st. Men synes nu det er lidt sejt med alt det storm/orkanvejr. Så sker der da noget :P

lortefuckingmøg

2006-06-17T10:26:22Z

Øv. Gennemført dårlig dag. På alle tænkelige måde. Næsten.

Okay, first things first.

Fik 5000 i feriepenge. Sådan. Så gider jeg ikke lige tage på arbejde i dag. Kunne ikke ringe og melde mig syg, for jeg har ringet 17 gange og ingen tager telefonen. Bare ærgeligt, h&m. Jeg er i dårligt humør, så jeg tager ikke derud. Har ikke lige nogen ansvarsfølelse i dag.

Den forsvandt nok da jeg slog op med Jens i går. Eller da jeg fik afslag fra djh i dag.

Overvejer stærkt at bruge alle feriepengene på et fedt designer reolsystem eller noget andet meningsløst.

Burde nok bruge nogen af dem på at betale min gæld til skattevæsenet i stedet for.

Jeg har aldrig set nogen være så ked af det, som Jens var i går. Jeg føler mig så ond :/

Jeg kunne bare ikke rigtig mere.

Hm.

Friends only

2005-06-12T08:11:59Z

Bare fordi...

Add mig, hvis du er interesseret :)

Psychology

2005-06-07T15:25:12Z

Nine for me. Yay.

Now English :| just have to read some stories and practise the language a bit (as using my lj) and then past the exam. AND THEN!!! :D

Two years old

2005-05-31T22:27:25Z

I couldn't help it. My dad just found it. It's me, two years old, painting banners at Roskilde Festival 1987.

Good girl

2005-05-31T12:58:39Z

I have done several things yesterday which are all very unlike me:

- Decided to become friends with my garden-rat
- Tidied up at my room (!) AND vacuum-cleaned
- Made a reading plan
- Followed the plan (until now, that is)

Well, I haven't met the rat since and right now I don't really feel like reading 52 pages about the development of the child. But my room is still tidy.

Happy

2005-05-28T12:32:09Z

Nine in religion. The worst subject, but I did great, I think :) everything just came to me as I read my text. Yay!

Kongens Nytorv later today - Kashmir and Bikstok Røgsystem concert - yay again!

Anyway, my migrain has been going on since yesterday, no yay.

Rats

2005-05-26T12:24:52Z

There is a rat in my garden. I kinda think it lives there.

Gah, it's tommorrow. Religion exam.

Summer?

2005-05-23T10:09:54Z

The weather is great :D well, a bit gray today, but summer-alike.

In the weekend I slept about 11 hours in all, but tonight I slept all night :D which means I'm awake today for once. I drank both Friday and Saturday, too bad for my brain cells.

Yesterday I participated in two reading groups which was a bit exhausting considering my none-existing night's sleep. At the first we just talked about other things and ate candy. At the last we really worked hard and went through all the texts.

Todayl I'll be reading all day and maybe tonight go to my mother's place to watch Sex and the city :D

Green shiny nails

2005-05-19T07:48:45Z

I just don't feel like reading today, so I did my nails instead. Anyway, I've got a studygroup meeting at one o' clock. I just really don't feel like reading.

Take a Kit Kat

2005-05-18T13:05:42Z

I need a break from reading! Right now. My head is spinning, my eyes are tired and the letters are flying around. I have absolutely no idea how I'm gonna deal with this exam (religion). I don't feel I have read enough, but I really read a lot, I think. Anyway I have a week plus a couple of days, so I might reach my target. I'm just so tired now.. need to relax and think about something else. Like Sex and the city. Yeah. That's a good idea.

I am going to the movies tonight to see a Spanish movie - I only know the title in Danish: Mit indre hav. Seen it, anyone?

Bloody bank

2005-05-12T11:16:33Z

I have two accounts in my bank. One that is my normal account and one which I use for my saving up. Some time ago I had an overdraft on my normal account. For a while I spent very little, and I didn't log on to the bank's website for some time. That ment that I wasn't exactly sure of how many money I had. When I found out, it was more than I thought. I didn't really think about it, but now I've found out that my bank have been transfering money from my savings to my normal account. This means that I know should be paying 1100 kr. back to my savings - money I don't have! My savings are not to be used for covering overdrafts! I'm really angry! They didn't even tell me that they did it. My father says that it's normal when having two accounts... but how could I know? I know I should have been keeping control of my money, but I was very stressed at that time and dealing with economic problems wasn't really what I was into at that time.

Now I'm COMPLETELY broke :(

Exam preparations

2005-05-11T12:43:53Z

Am reading religion and making earrings. Guess which is great fun and which is no fun? :P

Written English exam

2005-05-09T13:06:41Z

Written English exam tomorrow - any useful advice today? I found this: http://www.sankt-annae.dk/mo/engelsk/essayraad.htm - it looks fine.

Anyway, I think my find-spam-robot is on vacation.

Perfect!

2005-05-04T10:24:30Z

Exams: Religion, psychology and english. It's FANTASTIC! Except for english, but I'll make it. Yaaaay. I was so happy yesterday when I found out, I was almost crying. I guess it was all the feelings and everything. Wow. I still can't believe school is over.

It's just so quiet here. My mother moved yesterday, and my father moved back home. He's at work and my brother's at school.

I'm not so good at being alone at the moment.

It was ambivalent yesterday. I was happy and sad at the same time. Suddenly I just started crying in class and had to run to the toilets. I've honestly never done that before. I felt so stupid :/ but some of my friends came and talked to me. They said that they didn't understand how happy I had been lately, so it was normal that it all suddenly came at once. I just really wanted to be happy and celebrate the last school day with the others without having to think about the situation at home. But I guess I can't escape it.

Summer

2005-04-27T13:18:50Z

I'm happy today. I feel like my life's just been upgrated, heh. Can't really explain why, I guess it's just time that's running.

Today in school was my last time with basket :D and I said a lot in religion, I really hope I will be getting 9 instead of my current: 8. I've said a lot in religion lately, because our subject is Buddhism. I read a Dalai Lama-book last year AND my mother is a Buddhist so I know I lot already. Well, she is not a big Buddhist, but every night she "chants" - which means that she repeats a mantra in front of an altar. The mantra she is repeating is "Nam Myoho Renge Kyo". Sounds funny.. she speaks very fast. Kinda like a fly buzzing... "zumzumzummmm". But she says that it makes her feel better and I respect that she has another religion :) It's actually kinda cute, I think.

Mu curiosity about which three exams I'll be going to is about to get VERY BIG. If it's English or History I can just go and die now :S

Owner of a broken heart

2005-04-24T18:17:29Z

About the title: It's the title of a song, but I'm sad :/ my father just left, being cross with my mother. Because she was cross with him. Because he wont be at this place when he doesn't live here. And we want him to find out how many money we've got, and he has to be here to find papers and stuff. We've found a really great apartment, but to buy it we have to be quick. But we can't buy it, if we don't know how many money we've got. And there you go - problems!

I wish they could work it out, without this fuss :/

Change IS good

2005-04-22T17:17:38Z

We didn't get the apartment. But we are still looking everywhere for something similar. It'll be so good when we finally know where we are going to live!

I've been to my brother's confirmation today. Was fun, nice to see so much family. Me and my mother had written a song-medley based on five different songs: Hør Den Lille Stær, Åh Abe, Everybody (Backstreet Boys), Hun Er Fri (Tue West) and Joanna (Kim Larsen). The idea was that every song was to symbolize a period in his life. The last one, Joanna, which is a really hippie-song, we used because he is going to continuation school next year, and we kinda imagined those schools like a place where people with long hair play guitar and sing Kim Larsen by the campfire. Anyway, I think he got a little embarrased when we sang the Backstreet Boys-song, because me and my mother were the only ones singing. But it was great fun, and we did drink some wine before... :D

Now, in a minute, I'm going to my boyfriend's place to drink a little and have fun with some friends. I'm going to bring my brother and his friend as well, and my boyfriend might bring his little brother, so it will be a mixed company. My brother doesn't really drink yet, I think he has only tried a couple of times, but he has never been REALLY drunk. (Well, that's of course just how much I know.. :P) I'm going to bring some wine and beers from today, but I've promised my mom that he wont get to drunk - hehe :D
Well, he is only fifteen and I'm a bit worried myself, I don't think he should start drinking too much before he is sixteen. But there is no reason for me being like this, because I started drinking when I was fourteen. I don't know, when is it normal to start drinking..?

Chaos

2005-04-16T16:40:48Z

My room look like a place where a war has been going on. There are clothes, school books and papers everywhere. Maybe I should do something about it. Maybe.

I might be moving to Vesterbro in some months. It's pretty much in the other side of Copenhagen. Right now I live in Østerbro. So that would be moving away from my friends and everything I know here. But Vesterbro is a nice place as well. It's just weird. I've been living in this house since I was 2 years old. And suddenly I no longer go to school, I no longer live here, my parents are no longer together - everything seems to be changing. I guess it's good. I'll learn something from it, that's for sure.

A good laugh

2005-04-13T16:03:48Z

http://www.tonystrading.co.uk/amusing-signs.htm

I know it's not exactly humour on a higher level, but I laughed :D